Really feel so bad when thinking back on how i treat him..but i din did tat on purpose.. becoz of some reason, tat y i angry wif u .. hehee.. so sweet of him to look ard for tat watch i alway wanted..Although i Know where i can get it, but i really dun want him rush down all e way here to get it for mi.. i wanted to get it myself.. but due to some reason… i gif up liao le… hai.. feel kind of no bear, but then perhap i can get it one of the day…
1 more wk to go before i leave… Should put down all those unhappy stuff behind n enjoy myself..
She called mi last wk, saying that she need my help…but i reject to offer… y?? I have being asking tis to myself…. m i correct or should i make tis decision??? How can i juz leave her alone??? Alway tell myself to treat her better, but i neber fulfill my promise… Wat can i do to improve the bonding between us? Wat u want mi to do to make u happy??? Pls tell mi.. i m too tired to try..
Well tis post is specially for u…. Juz 2 let u know how deep u haf hurt mi…
U choose e cruel way 2 let mi know e truth instead of telling mi straight…. Well perhap tat was ur intention n i m proud say tat u did it.. Love is not abt possession, as along as u r happy, i m happy… Let u noe how i feel is not forcing u to accept mi, but juz to let it out.. coz afterall i have no regret…
I will get u out of my mind and continue wif my goals..Nothing is much important now, i juz want to achieve my goals and carry on wif my life… Lastly, thank for all e things u haf did… I will remember tat.
也许你没说你爱我
可是也没说不爱我
可是我为了谁冒险
我只要一分钟你还拖延
爱情偷走我的理智 爱你浪费多少时间
你不会发现
是你给我泪里的咸
是你给我苦里的甜
是你带着我越过了极限
So many things happen to mi within a day… wat’s wrong wif my life?? Can someone pls get mi out of this?? I juz feel so down n hurt right now… so many qn in my mind… who can i ask… who can gif mi e ans to my qn???
U simply throw mi right from heaven to hell…. tat was so painful… Y muz u did tat to mi?? I feel so hurt tat v moment, crying deep inside my heart… I trying hard to fight for it, but u destroy it in juz a second… Can i know e reason?? Now i finally know e wat is ai ren shi tong ku de… Wanna leave tis place, go to somewhere which can let mi heal myself…
"我简单回答一句还好
你点头微笑
说过得好就好
你不自然的礼貌
不停摆弄手腕的表
你想说的我已明了"
Two things that make my day so down…
1) Receive a call yesterday from u…e moment u ask mi not to scold u… i knew something bad is gg to happen…. n i m right.. hai.. is not tat i wanted to vent my anger on u everything u called.. but is juz tat i dun want u end up turn from bad to worse.. really hope u can understand… hearing u weeping over e phone make my heart ache, telling mi u have e intention to do something silly to urself make mi feel tat i m so useless…Hope my decision can pull you up once more, n dun even haf e wild thinking again… i wun forgive u if tat happen….
2) I finally haf e courage 2 send u tat msg…i dun ask for more but juz wanna to get e ans tat i hoping for … although i knew tat u will tell mi tat, but i haf no regret… coz at least i did express it out… let nature take its course and hope it wun affect e bond between us and let us juz be like e past…
Woo.. this wkend passed sooooo fast, hehee.. happy hr alway gone that fast… Well, here is the update of the happy time..
Wednesday
Went over to zouk wif ying, yao n tok… e queue was super long lor, so no choice got to join in the queue… we from like 10+ Q to 11++, then end up din manage to went in coz is full hus…. wat e shit, so try calling other c where can we go… haha.. but seem like everywhere oso full hus coz e following day is P.H… so head over to dbl o to try our luck… but sad to say tat still din manage to club… so end up went over to chamber… But afterall, did enjoy myself coz of e joke n gossip we had.. hahaa…
Thursday
Went over to meet my gers for shopping, wanted to get myself e DKNY watch de… but end up neber… i really like e watch soooo much leh… perhap should go n haf a look this coming sat ba.. so was thinking wat 2 get for kuek, so end up they suggest to get him levis stuff… After getting his present, head over 2 bon hus for mahjong session…but i m not involve.. heehe.. watch e xin guang da dao 2.. i tink i can spend my whole day watching tat… enjoy tat.. So stay there till ard 10 and headed hm coz e next day working.. sian…
Friday
Was suppose to leave my office at 6.30 de… but end up left there ard 8.. then stupid mi went to take train where there is direct bus to paris ris… haha.. end up spend longer time to reach there.. so once i reached there, saw jeric… hahaha.. sooooo happy… he is soo cute… play wif him for awhile then haf my dinner… stay at e room to acc him…enjoy watching at him.. So went down to find e rest once he went hm… Chat wif them n watch them gamble.. haha.. By e way, we manage to exchange e present le… hehee.. luckily he can wear n hope he like it… thank for the present..
Saturday
Wake up at ard 2.. had my lunch n rush for my report… then watch my favourite show while waiting for time to pass.. N head over to town to meet up wif e rest at night.. Was quite moodless at first but soon feel so happy liao le.. becoz of …(shy to say it out) hehee.. Then head over to cine to catch e show "Iron Man", heehee tat was a nice show.. e technology used in e show was sooo high tech.. Gif 4 out of 5 for tat show… worth watching tat… Hope we can gather more often, coz even since we neber work together… we have less time to meet up.. really miss u all lot leh.. enjoy those day we spend together…Should organise short holidays soon, hope u all is free on tat day k…
