Y m i so stupid 2 send him tat msg??? I really dun mean e way u tink… can u pls believe mi?? M i really such an idiot to u?? Wat u want mi to do so tat u can believe mi??? I dun want becoz of tis, we become stranger… U say tat i have hurt u.. but wat u say to mi hurt mi too… feel so heart pain..
I will gif u some time to cool down.. hopefully we can still be e same as e past…
How can i be so stupid to send to tat person when it is not mean for him?? Arrgh… dunno will he feel angry after reading e msg? Will he dun tok to mi after tat? Lot of qn is running through my mind… Really dunno how will he react… But i really dun mean wat i stated in e msg.. tat was suppose to be an question, i juz forget to add an ‘?’ in it… Hai.. all i can do is wait for his reply.. Arrgh.. Hate it man..
Enough of all those explanation… My bd is coming soon, dunno wanna celebrate anot leh.. any ideas on how to celebrate bd?? Seem like is juz another day to mi.. Really feel to haf a gd rest.. perhap should take off one day juz to pig at home.. hahaha.. maybe after my bd.. Frenz r asking mi wat present i want.. Heehee i tell them i want Gucci wallet, LV bag, Levis watch.. But tat was too expensive liao le.. Actually i oso dunno wat i want..perhap juz want my life to be more colourful ba..
I am tired wif my life… everythings seem meaningless to mi rite now… Hai… Feel like giving up, but telling myself i muz be strong.. Can anyone tell mi wat to do??? I got so much things keep inside myself, wanna let it out… but i can’t due to some reason… is really hard as i can’t breath rite now.. i can feel i can’t take it anymore…. gg to blow up liao le… HOW!!!!
Why do ppl treat marriage juz like an game?? juz end it when they feel bore wif it… Y can’t they juz tink before hand? Y can’t they have some responsibility toward themselve and the family?? Juz becoz of tat moment of fun… N they can juz simply let go of everything, letting the child to suffer on their own?? Hai, feel so sad abt it..
