kaypo

Well, now is already end of oct…tml i will be starting work at 9.30..i hate it man.. really dun like e timing but wat to do, work is work.. u still got to come no matter how..hopefully everything go smooth for mi..coz i really feel so stressful each n everyday i report to work,my head is gg to blow up..wonder i can really take it n move to e end or juz gif up half way through..is not tat i dun like e job but is .. juz very hard to explain… how?? i wish i could survive till e end but look it i can’t.. physically n mentally..I gg mad one of e day!!!!!

Y human r always like tat..will appear when they nit u but mia when they doesn’t need u .. so disappointed.. dun tok abt it liao.. Last friday went to butter factory wif sgers, so long neber go clubbing wif them.. saw one guy there but can’t really remember who is he, heehee.. well i like e place and is really fun but then maybe becoz of e vodka lime, my stomach very pain..afterall enjoy tat nite.. they say maybe gg clubbing next friday,heehee so excited..

Today went to vivo city wif my frenz, was really big till we almost lost our way,heehee got so many clothes i wanna buy but coz is too crowded.. i lazy to wait for my turn to try on..hmm, maybe will get back to there again ba.. heehee shop for awhile then we went for movie.. watch death note, well not a bad show, tink got part two coz like no ending de leh..overall still ok la e show..can go catch if got time..

I really can’t stand ur tat att liao le.. Dun go over my limit, dun tink tat i can be bully juz becoz i keep quiet…Each n everyday i m getting more n more angry wif u,stop pushing everything to mi.. I have enough!!! Juz one day if i really can’t take it…i will juz let everything out..Arrgh!!!Hate to c u !! get out of my sight!!

My heart is crying right now !!! Y muz u treat mi tis way?? Throw mi down right at e top.. wat i want is not tis, i dun wish to hear tat from u.. but tat’s e fact i can’t change it… I wun blame u coz right from e start, i am e one who tink too much de.. i deserve it!! I really feel so dishearted when u tell mi tis, i can’t believe it!! Do u really mean wat u say?? Perhap i should accept the fact n throw everything out 2 e sea… It’s alway easy to say, but whether i can make it anot is still a question.. Hai,damn sad now!! Wat happen to my life?? Everything seem to be like gg against mi…Wat should i do!! Can anyone out there gif mi some advise? Or i should juz be alone?? 

Hai recently e weather not very gd… feeling so sick nowaday, perhap due to lack of rest..M called mi tat day n we chat for awhile, he say i got no life coz i work everyday.. hmm is true that i got no life, but hai hard to explain here.. anyway i noe wat i m doing.. Well let’s tok abt my new job, feeling quite stress tis few days… y leh?? coz i m afraid of making mistake at work, everyday e first time i do when i report to work is check email, c got any complain anot.. really feel so scare to c my name on it.. I dunno i can still make it till e end anot but i will try my very best to complete.. But i lack of support leh, where is my Mr right?? gif mi ur support.. i nit it right now in order to survive!!! If u can get e chance to c tis post, i juz wanna ask u one qn !! Do u really mean wat u say to mi?? I nit an answer for it.. i dun wish to fall in deeper…

Today is e 2nd day i made mistake in my work liao le.. feel kind of dishearted,thinking to myself.. Y m i so careless??? tis kind of mistake can be avoided de…I really can’t afford to make mistake in tis line.. Hai really hope tat i can perform well as times go by…As i really enjoy myself at work although quite stressful n lots of thing to learn, but hope i can make it till e end..

Well i work almost everyday , n frenz r asking mi tis qn : Y u work so hard for wat?? .. Hmm i got my own reason for doing all tis… But no worry although i work everyday, i will still find times to meet u all de.. Really miss my frenz n sgers, hope u gers r doing well.. We should meet out for dinner or coffee soon !!!