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Went for interview today..feel kind of stupid becoz i kena cheat for 200++..Omg people go interview is to find a job n earn money, mi leh.. haven start work muz pay 200+ to take e test. Y m i so stupid to agree when i m not interested in tat job?? Actually i neber say anything when he say wanna help mi book e test, but tat dun no mean i agree to take e test.. WTF m i doing?? No point regret now lor, all i can do is take e test n hopefully can become part of them. just try out c if this job really suit mi anot lor … Anyway juz feel so fxxx up of myself, y can’t i just simply reject it when i m not interested?? Y muz i tink of other before think of myself..HATE MYSELF !!! so useless !!!!

Wat i do on wed?? heehee went clubbing wif two of my frenz.. although only e 3 of us.. but i did enjoy myself n hope my frenz enjoy too.. Tat day was really pack sia n i so unlucky…kena burn by e cigarette .. But anyway feel like gg again..

Then yesterday Finally meet up wif u gers … i enjoy myself chatting wif u all, so long neber meet liao le..got so much to tok abt.. haha hope to meet up soon again..Today wake up early to go help M take something then went to citylink to collect my sandal.. but who know e sales girl say tat they only reserve e stock for 1 day n now e outlet having sales so they wun not help to check e stock.. ask mi come back on 30th. Is she out of her mind?? Ask mi come down again.. wtf !!! i come down all e way to collect.. n u say dun haf.. Wau so pissed off .. No mood to go shopping liao, so went back hm.. Till now still quite pissed off abt tat..Hai dun say liao le, arrgh !! Oh ya frenz out there, got any place in mind tat we can hold bd celebration?? Bd coming but i can’t tink of a place to go.. how how how ?? help mi.. Tink for few days liao le.. but still can’t tink leh…

Hai today my luck not very gd coz can’t find any job.. all email liao le, haven reply yet.. Sian ar..i nit a full time job… Who can help mi in tat??? Yesterday he msg mi, but juz a simple msg.. i was happy at first coz he so long neber msg mi liao le.either do i… but then when i tink twice, y i feel happy.. he juz treat mi as his frenz, he wun noe how i feel toward him.. Stop thinking of him is wat i keep telling myself.. but sad to say i can’t … *Pray hard to god* "Pls let mi meet someone who i really love n he love mi, so that i can stop thinking of him " .. hope e god can hear mi… 

How How how ??? Very fan now leh… today went for an interview, then hor got this offer.. but dun no wanna work anot coz is do wif insurance de leh.. although e prospect is very gd..i nit to undergo 2 test before i can become e sales executive there.. should i go another interview ?? i still thinking..

2 more days will be national day… hehee so happy, Happy birthday singapore !!! but so sad tat i din manage to get e ticket, how i wish i can c e whole performance at e stadium…i luv watching it "Live", e feeling is not e same as watching it on e tv… Somemore is e last time it held on kallang… Sad sad sad !!!! maybe will go there to watch e firework..Still finding ppl to go,coz i luv gg in a big group..

Wat i do today?? hmm… went to meet bon at town in e evening to pass her things then after tat go walk walk.. went to ask about e face product coz recently my face is getting worst… how ?? E main reason i tink is bcoz i use e wrong product liao le.. hai feel like gg to e beauty centre n do some treatment, but dunno ixxit really can remove e scar… Who can help mi??? i m so so sad now … alot of question running in my mind…

After doing some shopping, actually is window shop..heehee went to bugis to meet my frenz to have my dinner at tian tian steamboat..hmm how’s e food there?? Still ok lor .. not bad, but abit too ex liao le.. Woo u noe how long we stay there?? 2 hr plus we haf been sitting down n eat non-stop.. haha big eater sia… after dinner was thinking of gg to ktv but then due to poor response, we no choice got to cancel liao lor ..