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Today went for an interview at 10.30 .. they ask mi wait for call,hai sian 1/2 when i heard tat.. coz normally they say wait mean e chance is very low… Tat person who interview mi say tat i suitable for admin job instead of sales…y?? i ask her back but she neber ans mi.. ixxit tat my communication skills is not tat gd or i lack of e requirement to be success in sales??? Anyway gg to start work on monday as admin at other company… hope i can really cope wif it as i got no experience in tis line at all..Oh ya i took a test tat day when i went for interview, tis is how it describe mi.. i am approachable, affectionate and understanding people.. secondly i respond readily to the needs of other, have optimistic outlook n c e bright side of people.. So frenz out there, is tat who i m to u all?? heehee, juz wanna c e test is accurate anot ..

Omg… got to end liao coz gg to work le.. continue next time .

Was suppose to meet ling n bon today.. but then end up we neber meet, quite disappointed but wat to do coz bon is tired n i stay so far from them… Dunno when then can meet them again liao le.. Juz wait lor , c when e day will come ba. Got to find new job liao le, was abit tired in working current job.. Everyday do e same, but dunno wat job i wanna find leh.. hai, maybe go find some job tat i have experience before lor..Coz i c lots of it need experience de.. As for tat ‘him’ leh, neber msg mi for quite a few days liao le.. ixxit he trying to avoid mi since after i hint him?? Or ixxit he is bz?? hmm.. i hope e ans is he’s bz wif his work.. Frankly speaking, i tink i dun stand a chance liao le.. Should i gif up on him n find someone else?? Or should i continue?

There r two things that bother mi right now. Firstly is that m i tat too old fashion?? i did tat all becoz i care for u, but u feel angry abt it .. perhap i should change e way of show care for u. I know tat i should not have say all to ur frenz or rather scold them.. but i juz wanna tell them tat i dun want u to get hurt.. m i in e wrong?? can anyone tell mi how to care for a person without being hurt in e return? Secondly i feel tat since when i started working at e place where i m still working at… best frenz of mine r drifting apart, we dun tok much like e past, we dun meet up like e past.. so wat if i can meet new frenz while working… but i still need my old frenz. Noone is there when i feeling down or i need listening ears. I dun blame any of them coz i know tat everyone got their things to bz wif, i can’t expect them to be my side 24 hr n somemore all in relationship liao le.All i juz wanna say is can we meet up juz once when all of us is free?? i dun wanna to become stranger between each of us …:(

I miss u again.. how i wish there is someone to lent mi a pair of listening ears or shoulder when i feeling down or take care of mi when i fall sick.. can u do tat?? hmm.. i doubt so. That is life, i can only feel regret to let u leave my side… i really dunno wat to do?? should i tell u tat i still haf e feeling for u or should i juz keep it to myself?? If i really say out, i knew something will sure happen…so frenz out there… gif mi some comment n guide mi through the journey, else i will lose my way. Enough of all those relationship thing, change e topic to my ‘Big’ day!!! i was really very happy on tat day… maybe is becoz i can see all my frenz once again and finally i so called become OL.. heehee, was quite nervous when receiving the folder on stage..lucky is only like less than 1 min ba, anyway tat day should be enjoying myself wif frenz.. but end up where did i go… WORK!!! people ask mi, y i keep working everyday.. m i really need money?? hmm… all i can tell u ppl is u guy din really understand mi, there is lots of thing which i can’t explain or tell u .