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Happy birthday sis…. hehe another 2hr is ur bd liao le… can’t wait to c u n priness at nite.. haha got to enjoy ourselve… but sad thing is tat i m sick… got flu n cough.. i wonder will my voice scare them away.. ahhah… well hope u can enjoy 2 e fullest tomorrow nite..

Last sat was an wonderful nite (Happy birthday bon), everyone enjoy themselve especially jack… haa dun go deep le, ltr he will chase after mi.. was quite disappointed de coz thot can c him but end up he neber turn up.. Luckily got them around to prevent mi become emo.. Play 5-10 wif e gers then found out tat actually pauline is quite gd at tis.. haha then dance, laugh and high wif them.. Leave ard 4++ wif ting, took lots of photo but then all was lost due to some reason.. heart pain sia, but nvm will still haf time to take more n more photo de…

Was thinking how to celebrate my bd, i noe is still far away but got to tink liao le..coz i dun like last min arrangement… Perhap juz stay at hm ba.. no mood to celebrate oso… Well frenz out there.. dun crack ur head to tink wat to get for my bd, i haf some suggestion out there to save ur brain.. haha.. take a look below ba

1) Gucci bag which i aim v long (cost ard 800++)

2) Coach wristlet (Got two design i like alot, one is 100++ & one is 200++)

3) LG phone (KS 20)

4) Fossil sun glasses

So pls pick from the choices here ba.. enjoy shopping

Receive an bad new on tuesday, feel so heart pain and sad when u tell mi tat… ?? started to appear in my mind, but i dun dare to ask much.. I choose not to face u coz i scare i will cry when i c u..perhap u tink tat leaving without saying gd bye is good for all ba… Well wish u all e best in watever things and take gd care of urself.. In my heart, u r e best compare to any one.. thank for all e guidance n care tat u have given.. Is their loss to lost u but no worry, sooner or ltr e hypocrite will get their punishment de.. I hate hypocrite !!!!! Well i guess everyone really dun haf e mood to work tat day, n juz hope tat time passes… I guess more n more surprise we will be getting, perhap e next one is mi ?? No body noe…

Suppose to meet up the gers at fly tonight de… but then coz no news from them so i thot is cancelled le, then msg tiff.. she tell mi they juz reach there.. i was like huh?? y neber inform mi…. wanted to go de.. but then was like already gg to 11 liao le.. so decided to gif it a miss…Recently i haf tis thinking, perhap they will start to say i tink too much again etc… but i really tink tat frenz ard is getting lesser, can’t really find ppl to acc sometime… perhap everyone got their own things to do or attend ba.. but i juz really hope my thinking is wrong.. dunno how long i neber meet up wif u all le.. always wanna ask u all out, but end up will cancel the meeting due to some reason.. How i wish we can be like e past?? i noe we muz look ahead n not staying in e past, but without u guy.. how m i gg to look ahead.. frenz stands an important roles in each n everyone life .. without a true frenz, life is not as colourful as e rainbow.. So frenz out there, pls dun leave each other alone, keep in contact often..

Hey everyone… i m back..sorry if these few days neber reply u ppl de msg coz hp totally flat on the second day… Well let’s tok abt e trip ba..

first day :: Reach there ard 8++, so head over to hotel to check in then out for dinner… manage to shop awhile at the nite market then back to rest…

Second day :: Wake up early in e morning to haf breakfast in e hotel.. then after tat went over to few shopping mall (forget e name liao le) n although the local ppl say is cheap… but then i feel tat nite market is even cheaper lor… total waste of time to shop ard in the shopping mall… din get anything stuff lor except 1 t-shirt… then headed back to nite market to shop again… tis time round, brought t-shirt etc…

Third day :: Went over to the flooding market, the place is nice but too crowded le… somemore the sun was like so strong lor… neber apply sun block on e face leh… feel like dying.. Then after tat went over to chinatown to get some local delight then back to hotel again…

fourth day : Went over to wkend market early in the morning..E place was damn big lor.. dunno how many soccer field sia… but we only shop for like 4hr like tat.. they wanna go back liao le… i only buy like 1 short n clothes only lor… was like wtf… so early wanna go back… din enjoy myself lor.. expect to shop to fullest here de.. but then hai…

Overall, then whole trip was like not as fun as last time wif u gers… quite disappointed n waste of $$ for this trip…. Should go back again wif my princess.. i believe will be much fun lor… discuss wif them again when i meet them ba..

Really feel so bad when thinking back on how i treat him..but i din did tat on purpose.. becoz of some reason, tat y i angry wif u .. hehee.. so sweet of him to look ard for tat watch i alway wanted..Although i Know where i can get it, but i really dun want him rush down all e way here to get it for mi.. i wanted to get it myself.. but due to some reason… i gif up liao le… hai.. feel kind of no bear, but then perhap i can get it one of the day…

1 more wk to go before i leave… Should put down all those unhappy stuff behind n enjoy myself..

She called mi last wk, saying that she need my help…but i reject to offer… y?? I have being asking tis to myself…. m i correct or should i make tis decision??? How can i juz leave her alone??? Alway tell  myself to treat her better, but i neber fulfill my promise… Wat can i do to improve the bonding between us? Wat u want mi to do to make u happy??? Pls tell mi.. i m too tired to try..

Well tis post is specially for u…. Juz 2 let u know how deep u haf hurt mi…

U choose e cruel way 2 let mi know e truth instead of telling mi straight…. Well perhap tat was ur intention n i m proud say tat u did it.. Love is not abt possession, as along as u r happy, i m happy… Let u noe how i feel is not forcing u to accept mi, but juz to let it out.. coz afterall i have no regret…

I will get u out of my mind and continue wif my goals..Nothing is much important now, i juz want to achieve my goals and carry on wif my life…  Lastly, thank for all e things u haf did… I will remember tat.

也许你没说你爱我
可是也没说不爱我

可是我为了谁冒险
我只要一分钟你还拖延
爱情偷走我的理智 爱你浪费多少时间
你不会发现
是你给我泪里的咸
是你给我苦里的甜
是你带着我越过了极限

So many things happen to mi within a day… wat’s wrong wif my life?? Can someone pls get mi out of this?? I juz feel so down n hurt right now… so many qn in my mind… who can i ask… who can gif mi e ans to my qn???

U simply throw mi right from heaven to hell…. tat was so painful… Y muz u did tat to mi?? I feel so hurt tat v moment, crying deep inside my heart… I trying hard to fight for it, but u destroy it in juz a second… Can i know e reason?? Now i finally know e wat is ai ren shi tong ku de… Wanna leave tis place, go to somewhere which can let mi heal myself…

"我简单回答一句还好
你点头微笑
说过得好就好
你不自然的礼貌
不停摆弄手腕的表
你想说的我已明了"

Two things that make my day so down…

1) Receive a call yesterday from u…e moment u ask mi not to scold u… i knew something bad is gg to happen…. n i m right.. hai.. is not tat i wanted to vent my anger on u everything u called.. but is juz tat i dun want u end up turn from bad to worse.. really hope u can understand… hearing u weeping over e phone make my heart ache, telling mi u have e intention to do something silly to urself make mi feel tat i m so useless…Hope my decision can pull you up once more, n dun even haf e wild thinking again… i wun forgive u if tat happen….

2) I finally haf e courage 2 send u tat msg…i dun ask for more but juz wanna to get e ans tat i hoping for … although i knew tat u will tell mi tat, but i haf no regret… coz at least i did express it out… let nature take its course and hope it wun affect e bond between us and let us juz be like e past…